If you listen to a new song this month has to be Moxi’s new single ‘Blame It’! Not only does it sound amazing, it has a deep emotional theme of Mental Illness and how it can affect our relationships. I feel that in 2020 this song is a must listen to song for all. Anna’ Toys vocals are incredible and they are brilliantly supported by an unique mix of sound scapes written by Andy Toy. Below Anna gives us an insight of how her struggle with metal illness, a inner dialogue that is in her head and threatens her relationship with her husband Andy. I can relate to that 100%. The things that go around in my head, the negativity and the doubt bubble to the surface often. I really do like it when an artist such as Anna can capture exactly what is going on in my head. Take a listen here.
Anna tells us that ‘Blame It’ is a peek into her brain. “I tell friends a lot that I wish they could just be in my mind for a second because it’s so insane in there lol. There’s a lot of chaos, self sabotage, weird ideas, and a lot of beautiful things too… It can get very dark but it’s also a lot of fun in there. I wrote this song after a fight with Andy. Almost every fight we have is pretty much caused by me and I’m usually the one who behaves horribly before, during and after. I somehow found an absolute angel to marry who accepts me completely as I am, he doesn’t try to change me, he loves me truly despite how absolutely insane I am. Meanwhile I’m over here picking fights, calling names, throwing tantrums. I’ve been a hostage to the noise in my mind and I’ve also had control over it and it seems to fluctuate still but lately I have more days where it’s the later. Blame It is about the inner dialog that goes on in my mind on a pretty regular basis. I fight the voices to an extent but you gotta keep some of them in for the art. Hold out long enough till I start seeing things again. ‘Blame It’ is a result of that. xx”